I think, i think when it's all over, it just comes back in flashes, you know? It's like a kaleidoscope of memories. It just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. It's not really anything he said or anything he did, it was the feeling that came along with it. And the crazy thing is I don't know if I'm ever gonna feel that way again. But I don't know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright. But I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasn't losing him. It was losing me.

everything has changed

bed of lies

I JUST FIGURED IF YOU SAW ME, IF YOU

LOOKED IN MY EYES

YOU'D REMEMBER OUR CONNECTION AND

BE FREED FROM THE LIES

I JUST FIGURED I WAS SOMETHING THAT

YOU COULDN'T REPLACE

BUT THERE WAS JUST A BLANK STARE AND I

COULDN'T RELATE

I JUST COULDN'T UNDERSTAND AND I

COULDN'T DEFEND

WHAT WE HAD, WHAT WE SHARED, AND I

COULDN'T PRETEND

WHEN THE TEARS ROLL DOWN IT'S LIKE

YOU AIN'T EVEN NOTICE EM

IF YOU HAD A HEART, I WAS HOPING YOU

WOULD'VE SHOWED IT SOME

WHAT THE FUCK YOU REALLY TELLING ME,

WHAT YOU TELLING ME

I COULD TELL YOU LYING, GET THE FUCK

OUT, DON'T YELL AT ME

I AIN'T MEAN TO CUT YOU, I AIN'T WANNA

CATCH A FELONY

THIS AIN'T HOW TO BE A PLAYER, YOU

AIN'T BILL BELLAMY

THEY SAY YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU

GOT 'TIL IT'S GONE

THEY SAY THAT YOUR DARKEST HOUR COME

BEFORE YOUR DAWN

BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING THAT I

SHOULD'VE ASKED ALL ALONG

I'MMA ASK ON THE SONG

Throwback Thursday

Subimos a un taxi fantasma, asomaban los hijos del sol 
otra noche, otra almohada lejos del nido y yo... 
sin caparazón -